A!

we're all the same. I do falling in love for someone, too. someone who didn't feel the same. someone who didn't care enough. someone who can play my heart easily. someone who can control my mood. call him A :)
A never care with me but I do care about him.
A never love me back but I still love him until this time.
A never respect my self like the way I do respect him.
sometimes A didn't reply my message but I still wait and cry.
sometimes A make me fly but I know he will make me fall and don't want to catch me.
sometimes A can make me sad and cry but sometimes he can make me happy and smile too.
describing him is like describing my life. simply complicated.
I want to read A's mind. I want to know what's A doing right now. I want to know why A didn't reply my message. I want to know why A can't love me back. I want to know everything about A.
I know that I can't make A stay and all I can do is reaching for him.
'give up and move on' it's not the first time I thinking about it but I know that I can't.

Love,

TissaVionica Putri