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hey. I came here with a baaadmood. tomorrow's my birthday. dunno why but I don't really wait for it to came faster. I'm afraid it will be the-worst-birthday-I-have-ever-done. hem I've soooo many problems that I will never can to share. it's a privacy. it's hard to be the first child to be born. sorry for posting my random mind. I just........can't find where's to go anymore. and here you are, blog helps me. <3